PastelTrinity

INSIDE OF ME THERE IS A MONSTER. A MONSTER THAT YEARNS TO BE RELEASED. EVERY DAY THAT I WAKE I FEEL HER DEEP INSIDE. AS I SLEEP I SEE HER EVIL EYES. SHE IS THE ONE THAT TAKE MY PAIN AND HATRED FOR THE WORLD. BUT AS TIME GOES ON SHE BECOMES MORE STRONG AND ONE DAY I FEAR THAT SHE WILL BE FREE AND EVERY ONE WILL SEE THE MADNESS INSIDE OF ME. I LIVE EACH DAY STEP BY STEP. I FIGHT THE URGE TO SET HER FREE BUT THIS ONLY DRIVES ME FURTHER INTO MADNESS. THROUGH I WONDER IS SHE THE REAL ME THE ONE WHO I TRULY WANT TO BE?? THE MADNESS AND THE MONSTER IS WHAT IS INSIDE OF ME!!

its crazy how one word from him makes my day how one txt makes me smile his name makes my heart beat a thousand miles. oh how i love him he unlike any others i cant stay sad when he call i so happy i forget them all. he takes my pain and turn it into happiness and make me laugh and cry he makes me feel so alive. is this love that i feel for him it feels so unreal. who would have think that i met some one that make my heart feel free. yes i love him more then anything and i want to be with him for eternally. through he is so far away my heart is his to save. i love you my king love and one day we shall meet and how i will love you. I LOVE YOU!

YOU HOPE FOR THE BEST BUT YOU  GET LESS,, A BROKEN HEART BEING FIXED BUT IN THE END YOU CANT WIN, LIFE MOVES ON AS YOU FADE AWAY, AND YOU HOPE FOR YOUR LOVE TO STAY BUT ITS ALRIGHT IT OK CAUSE THERE WILL COME A DAY WHEN YOU CAN SAY YAY AND REJOICE THE DAY THAT YOU MADE IT THROUGH ALL THE PAIN AND THE REGRET FOR THOSE WHO HAVEN'T ACCEPTED YOU YET.LOVE IS BOTH PAIN AND HAPPINESS BUT MY LOVE IS NOT FOR HIM OR HER ITS FOR ME AND WHAT I DESERVE...LOVE AND HATE ARE ONE AND THE SAME YOU CANT HAVE ONE WITH OUT THE OTHER... SO YOU CAN KEEP YOUR LOVE AND YOUR HATE I DONT WANT IT TODAY OR EVER IM HAPPY WITH ME AND THE WAY I AM I HOPE YOU SEE AND UNDERST